Topic: Confidence.
Ghoss! Today, i woke up very late wi alot of muscle aches + a left leg muscle tear--1pm! Hiya, tt's e problem wi no sch (actually wi sch also almost e same thing, since i'll be late, haha, lol)
E 1st thing i did was to pee! Then, i worked on my I N R, until matt arose to prepare brunch 4 both of us. We left in a haste to meet JL n edwin 4 MF.
Upon reaching there, we saw Tze S, so we spent time wi him instd. TS basketball's skill is really superb!
I then rush down to nexus 4 rehearsal. A thought dawn upon me: am i
confidence enough to associate wi others? I mean, do i
dare to build realtionships wi e 'not young' ppl n YWAM? 1stly, i realise i wasnt eloquent in my speech. 2ndly, i was neither musically inclined nor a P&W fanatic, how to talk wi them?
However, i decided to do e opp, i.e. try to talk wi YWAM ppl. I suppose i can be a gd friend?? When i left nexus, clem called n shared a bad news abt BOB's shakening. I was traumatised by the news.
QNS like, does tt mean YJ will nv grow? NEE2 will nv be spilt? I can nv lead ppl to God?; kept revolving my mind. Im starting to doubt my ability n feeling extremely inadequate.
Aft talking to God, i sense tt he wants to use me, since e begininng! Wat i nd to do is to trust him n do my Best! I really love e sensation of leading ppl to GOd, it's just so indescribably satisfying!!! I'll gain
Confidence!NOW, i recognised tt every1 nds God's love n needs a Church! Nobaby can survive w/out this 2 ingredients.
Disclosed abt 21st OCT
