Topic: Blamelessness. (21 OCT)
This morning i woke up relatively early 4 a no-sch day. Arose at 8.45am by WQ's call. We talked for quite somtime. Tensions were running high, as both tried to convince 1 another. We ended e conversation on a sad note--WQ still chose to leave HOPE. As a shepherd, i cant bear to see his departure, it'll led him to a wrong path. However hard i tried to clarify, his stubbornness disallow my words. God, all i can do is to keep praying.
1 thing i learnt is to kept
appreciating n reflecting GOD's goodness!
Feeling disgusted to start my day with a negative call, i decided to sleep to get rid of depression hang-overs. To my surprise, soon i experienced *wd*, which again destroyed e morning, as i cant imagine tt i
cant control my actions, even in a virtual world.
Aft returning to my sleep, once again my rest was interrupted by thad's gym invitation. I showered n went down 4 lunch. My mum knew tt i was still affected by my promos, so she ordered some of my fav food. She even 'encourage' me to go out 4 a retreat by blessing me wi $ to spend. Boy, i was so touched at her affections ( cos she rarely show her concern). Mum then accompanied Dad to go 4 checkup (wat an old, loving couple).
Apparently, today was MY DAY, as i receieved many calls. Aquila called n ask me 4 lunch (1st time)! Since i believe im emotionally alrite, i rush to SR. To my dismay, i 4got to bring my hp! Hence i travel back n headed to fred's gym instd. MAtt n i trained until 4.45pm n set off to RC 4 worship preparation.
To think it was a last min arrangement + my 1st time leading, i graded myself as a pass. However, i find today's CG is abit short. I played BB wi ZQ n bought supper b4 going 2 thad's hse 4 stayover(retreat).
At his hse, i realised i had fallen 4 SASSY. We had enjoyable time of QT n life-sharing!
Revealed secrets on events on 21OCT