Frankly, i dont know wat to type, as reflecting is Never my habit. Yet, i'll cultivate this habit thru blogging (is it the rite word?). Truly, i wan this blog to be private.
I shall start with the topic: GRACE( i believe, it's e 1)
Last wk, i spend 2 days staying out (on thur is at rayson's home, Sat is at Gi's hse). Reason: study, however, i did e otherwise. Bcos i slept wi Gi on both nites ( i suppose, i didnt sleep well), i actually slept more than 10hrs when i reached hm. Even to e extend of skipping PM; late for sound; forget confirmation!!
Lesson learnt: Do not ton, unless u wanted fun, esp during exam period. Amazingly, my mum didnt oppose of my staying over. Obviously, i cant take take 4 granted.
Today, though i was late 4 sch, i didnt felt as guilty as b4, since i had to upload our CG prog on tis thur13/10!
I know i shant use tis as an excuse.. I presume i spend my time fruitfully, but only managed to finished 1 qns! In any case, i did help many. For example, i assisted Sunny in Amaths, Lend my listening ear to YH, + aid Siew luan n JQ in their Bio.
Anyway, need to be blameless, i went shuYuan's hse. Motives: charge hp n Chocs+ brownies!
I think i need to be extremely choleric on both my studies n my plans in YJC. I strongly feel that 10 J1s by Christmas will be very possible! In other words, i need to grow myself by 5 fold!
Seriously, i always yearn to solve problems, as in my own ones, not others. I desire to lead a grp i.e. aft God's heart. Also, I craved for more of Luke, as in DISCIPLESHIP. God see my heart, bless YJ, ur ppl...
If it means sacrificing, I'll do it. IF it denote None of me,All of God===No entertainment, I shall obey. If it indicates that i'll be no longer a racist, sexist, wat ever discrimination, I will bite off my tongue!
2COR10:4,5. shall makes my thoughts to be obedient to Christ.
Disclaimer:
Im 1st a Christian, then a student. Serving God should be my life's basis.. My relationship wi God tell me so..
