Ok, im going to blogged down how a casual conversation can turned into a rebuke session.
Started wi some 'bread' fr e sandwich model, Gideon seasoned his speech with sweet greetings. Then, deepened his tone, he flung e BIG, AUDICIOUS pic of Meat onto me. I almost choke by it.
Initially, e words werent captivating, as who loves improvement words n ungly truths? Gi reminded me of a few things. 1stly, was a near-death experience(almost falling fr 3 storey high), then was my confirmed status:Retained. Next was my shattering n broken home. Lastly, was e disgusting n irritating pride issue.
On listening to Gi's words, i felt totally fed up n uncomfortable, n how i wish i could hang up e call.
It was as if I was been diagnosed with some sort of cancer, n e only cure--REPENTENCE. Hence, aft ending e talk, i forced myself to appear prostrate b4 e King of Kings n state all my resentment n hatred.
It was a Marvellous experience, as i feel very FREE!
Im wondering if i still chose to harden, i not only destroy myself, but also stumble many. NOno, i'll nv allow tt!
Indeed, it will be a disappointing n depressing sight to withness my departure. I believe, God will be greatly Hurt
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My life is a blessing.
I was redeemed since a tender age of 12.
I dont hv much talents, but i know 1 gift i have is my life.
It's filled with interesting experiences to identify with many.
How could i ever prefer e world?
Despite my unresponsiveness, YOU r there, waiting always.
Inspite of my incompetent, u showered me with LOVE n Grace.
Everybody doubt my faithfulness, yet you entrust me with 3 potential Church planters!
Lord, How..just how could i deserve such ....?
Use my life to showcase Christ-likeness...
I SIMPLY LIVE FOR YOU.
With sincerity,
Lovely Luke
15 Jan 06/ 3.12am.
