Die die must post this painful lesson.
It's regarding a person quite dear to my heart. Imagine when u had a good friend, n suddenly turn against u! A friendship like that was jus shattered.
Im a blunt, confident n straightforward fellow by nature. Given this personality, i believe i have had poisoned many with my unsharpened tongue. It just so happen that on a fateful day, i received an SMS--tt threathened me. Seriously, it disappoint me more than it scare me. It was typed by some1 im close to.
Unfortunate events doesnt end there. over e next few days, i received more defiant SMSes. I m terribly shaken to tears upon reading those mean messages. For once, i hated the media--the use of technology to destroy anothers' spirit.
Well, it all happen bcos, im too not understanding. That chap previously, actually poured out his life to me, sharing me his ambitions an d hopes, confiding me in most of his problems. One particular day, the counselling process still carry on, yet, this time, we ended on an awkard tone, i.e. that boy teared b4 me...
Once, a friend told me that, those were tears of unsatisfication, as it flow from a disappointed n broken heart; instead of tears of relieve, i.e. after sharin a burden.
When i heard tt, my heart sank. During those werid moments, as i don know how to react, i actually spoke some 'disturbing' words, as if rubbing salt into his wound. No wonder, he turn a cold shoulder towards me now.
God wat shld i do to salvage the relationship? maybe im really lousy at people's relations.. However, i'll learnt this lesson. Recently, as i read a book <<5>>, i felt tt the lesson is related to a life of lessons, even at the expanse of a friendship?
I'll keep him in prayer.
Saddened Luke
1.30am
