After a few difficult weeks, i finally decide to be optimistic!
Today, we had service, and i went second service with ZY. We had an awesome preacher from Australia, by the name of Pastor Wilson Lim, who preached about serving God. It was a refresher for me as i was reminded about how God wanted me to certain things i was once burdened about.
I can't stand people who're bullied, there's always a compassion in me when i see some underdogs was bullied! Maybe, this is the holy discontent that many have discussed. i think i'll relook into the things i'm passionate about.
In actual fact, i believed im screwed today, as i woke up very late, like at 1230! OMG. I do have a compulsory maths lesson from 1130-1330, and i was booked by the same teacher for detention from 0830-1630! haha, after ponning his lesson, i dared not go school on monday..
Anyway, i was damn tired this week, though it's practically a 3-day week. before school started, i actually slacked for the 4 days. I'm so guilty for not been good steward of time. I watched countless movies and tv programmes, slept for numerous hours. Yet, come wed, i burnt midnight oil every night, trying to complete as many homework as possible. My fitness has dropped tremendously, as i thought i cant sustain the weariness. I'm dirt tired, that i almost fainted from fatigue yesterday, on my way home.
Seriously, i think God'll somehow blessed me; either allowing to escape from punishment, or provide me with strength to continue this hectic lifestyle!
Rock on God! *just let me say how much I love You*