31/10, 2/11, 5/11, 6/11, 13/11, 14/11, 16/11, 19/11, 22/11.
These are blacklisted days. Days i dreaded it to come; yet days that i hope it would pass quickly, so as to get it all over and done with.
Finally, i'm Halfway thru it. Aft shear hardwork and determination, i managed to pull thru the 1st few lap. There is still 5 laps to go.
I'll not forget this period of my life. Deprived of my personal freedom, I'm not able to do things i wan. Although the things i wanna do, may be not the things i should do. PPl not responding to ur desperate calls, everyday probs, DAMN As, what meaning is there in life.
Lord, I'm stepping out, from my comfort zone. Let it go for me, Holding on to me.
Life is very tough esp when u r a Singaporean. Like wat we r taught, our poor country has no resources, thence, it can only be dependent on us. As a result, the pressure is on us, who r known as the future leaders. I really can't take it any more. 1 chem paper2(less killer i hope) 2 more MCQs, 1 Application paper(as if it is of any practical use), n 1 H1(always been assumed as a redundant subj) more.
HOWEVER, i'm glad for wonderful comrades who fought endlessly with this oncoming, overwhelming war. I wanna Thank God for Matt, Joy, Canice, Michelle, Kai, Shem, DC, Shawn, YH, XL, WL(my wonderful maths tutor who risked his GC for me), Jon, all the other j2s, O-levels students, some who kept mugging, and not forgetting those who prayed n gave all of us moral support; and The CHURCH(powerful prayers) and YOU=JESUS Christ!
Without all ur consistent support, we'll or at least i'll be 'pianged' as wart Matt always said!
1 COR15:58-my fav verse.
