As this post is fairly emotional, i decided to change the blog skin.
This week has been very tough for me. I'm (i think) officially outcast by my bunk. What i meant was i could no longer relate to them with all bluntness i have, when relating to my closer friends.
Once, i was told that i always like to rush into deep relationships with people. Well, i admit that my personality is kinda on-the-rush type, but more often than not, those friendships i 'hurried' usually turn out to be quite positive.
Unfortunately, I was wronged nowadays. I suspected that there are some misunderstandings and perhaps some rumors going around. So the start of the week i try to remain low profile and try to use my actions to prove my 'innocence'. Yet again, i failed. Somehow all my efforts seems in vain.
To matter worse, i somehow overheard a guy gossiping about me. i was so devastated as i never felt so unpopular with people. All my life, my bubbliness is able to help me cruise by people, im always able to escape from people's judgment and labels.
However depressing i felt, my friends kept smsing me to remain pure, not to do what they r doing, which is wrong. Hence, regardless of how evil i felt, i kept my mouth shut and kept my evil intentions to myself.After meeting with Joel just now, i realised that there's hope for a miracle regarding my problem. They always say that bigger problem will give rise to bigger blessings. So if my situation is damn unsolvable, all the more God's name will be praised even more!
Then, that's when i had a little chat with my Maker. How good it is if that enemy of mine become my future sheep? ( It'll be the biggest prank from God though!)
I'm now looking forward to go unknown land--Australia--with my bunk mates. So as to share life and impact and bless them with my life. i'm so going to remain this postive about unforsee circumstances, man. god do bless and help me!
