Live for the audience of ONE.
This could be an emotional post.
I figured out that it is pointless to live for anyone, since nobody is forever worthy of my life. Well,
I'm not
suicidal, just very realistic. There are times where people will fail and disappoint you.
It is always easier to live for 1 person, as you only need to be concern of Him and His attention on you, etc. Basically, you need not divide your concentration on so many audiences, and try all your efforts to please him/them.
However, it would also be hard to live for yourself. One would realise that, as human, one will err, thus, during those weak moments, it would be impossible to depend on oneself. In addition, by living for yourself only, it would be a lonely task, as there is no another person to evaluate you or encourage your progresses.
Therefore, on hindsight, I've decided to live for the
audience of ONE. For he worth all my life, time, energy and talent.
Dear God, please help me to live for you only. Do always remind me of
WWJD. I really am sick and tired of trying to fix myself to suit certain people. I mean, can't i be who I am and yet gain 100% approval? Well, only in your eyes, I am forever your treasured possessions. (
Deut 7:5-7)
This is my sincere prayer.
From your son, Luke.
